This is the pictures that been took 2 days ago...XP

Thursday, July 30, 2009; unforgotten.Y

Just to bring up my post...
Maybe I'll make this blog alive again :)...
Let's see ^_<

Thursday, July 23, 2009; unforgotten.Y

Don't know why, I came to have a post on this blog...
Maybe I will use this and my current blog, meaning 2 blogs together...
I feel very stress and sad...
Exam is coming soon, still have 4 exams before it reaches SPM...
So many RC activities need to be handle...
Especially the Arts & Decorations one...
Nobody can understand me, I feeling wanna cry but I can't cry...
My brain feeling explode and I feel wanna give up Arts & Decorations stuffs...
Everytime doing those stuffs, mum will nag and I feel sorry to her...
My SPM stuffs is undone yet, and I'm so disturb to do all RC stuffs...
Why everytime got any activities I have no option to choose job I want...
Feeling Form 5 life is totally being controlled...
Sometimes think out of mind, no ideas, feeling wanna commit suicide...
Mother still nagging beside long and non-stop...
One of my friend said that I'm like this because I never share my jobs with my assistant...
How to share? Ideas can't be share...
I need to think the 1st time before calling them to do anything...
Why everytime people can paying attention in class and I have to rush everything in class?
Everytime said by teachers because doing cutting and decorating stuffs...
I really hope everything can stop now, I need some rest....
And I know someone is hoping that the handicraft to be a very nice one...
But I didn't have any basic arts skills, I'm just know to decorate...
I'm not too intelligent or what, I tried my best, I cannot take it...
Sorry for my excuses, I just do everything as I think it is okay and satisfied...
I just hope IT won't take me towards INSANE... that's all...

FaRking crazy and tired...Please understand me, thank you...

Wednesday, July 22, 2009; unforgotten.Y