Today in school during BSM meeting...
Actually today can be a happy day...
I hope everyday is friendship day, days which is full with memories of you guys, always on my mind...
But today I really can't control my temper already...
I'm freaking having harsh moments for the carnival case, but yet ''some people'' climb on my head. I really don't want to complain anymore because '' I keep my word as below''
But I'm not complaining things and gossiping. From now on, I will just do my jobs, dedications. I don't want to complain again. If I complain him, he complain me, then gossiping starts here and there. Finally, those who get hurted were all opponents. Neither wins. Instead, do well in your every tasks which is being given, if had any unsatisfactary incidents, I will just keep in heart. GOD's and Alvin's eyes are there, they knows what happening to everyone, those who mistreat or even do nothing will get their punishments and get scolded in MB. Now, I just told myself to be a new AJK. Just like last time, when I get my 1st steps to AJK as IT & Seranta. I will recall that kind of feelings, and pretend to be a new AJK start from today. No quarrel with anyone, do well in my own part of job. Only this, people have no reasons to catch your weakness and lazyness. But nevertheless, I will played and be sosiable with my friends too hahax...*By Nymphie's 109th post*Sometimes I playing and joking until over-SS with my friends, but thats the way to release stress. Even different people have different ways. Just like Wee Tat makes his stress become a P&P pusat tution, lols... Through the pevertness, I know how much he suffered. But for me, I always use SIAO/OVERHIGH to overcome my patience. But I'm a human, limited too. Please respect me, do not accused me or I'll stalk to compare my sacrifaceness with ''you'' in BSM. At the same time, I don't want ever cause problems to Alvin already! He had so many things especially Tutti 2009 (big case) to settle...
And the SAKURA DANCE...is the most
FARKING PART...
Sorry I wanna shoot some people already! This one I really behtahan...
Let me show you the interesting part of this incident...
When after meeting, I'm starting to teach Chew Ying, Chiew Wan, Christine to learn the steps of dance, with the help of Pui Chee, and Wee Tat also dancing aside crazily.
Then I told these people some dialogues...
Me: Come and learn the dance, don't waste time anymore, kuai dian...
Hoey Hooi: Me and others want to go back already...
Me: Nevermind, come also, you also don't know the dance, come leh (starting to dulan)
Me: Kar Fatt, come dance leh, you also don't know the steps ahh, like last time in Team 10...
Kar Fatt: Yala, but want to go back liao, '' LAI BU JI LIAO''...
Me: Faster la! (Rage in process) you talking there also wasting time what...
Their speechless for a while, then continue playing with Emily...
I stunned them from a side corner, but I pretend to keep my rage...
Me: Nevermind if they don't want to learn, I teach you guys! If that day performance, they SIA SUI, their ''DAI JI'', their air muka drop also not me, lai, continue dance...
Only me, Pui Chee, Christine, Chew Ying, Chiew Wan were dancing...
Those at aside, JIAK SAI ar?
I'm not blaming AJKS (especially Form5) because they already clear and know how to dance, just left some ''SERAGAM'' only, but that time they are busy arranging the 2 days that B-Teams need to stayback school for training, so I decide not to disturb them as let them clear their busy stuffs.
Form what already? Form 4 still don't want to learn anything! To help Samad, Sakura dance is slotted and I'm willing to teach but you guys never learn! Later blame me never teach issit? 26 April is coming soon! 1 more week... Next week I
Monday can teach you all,
Tuesday and Wednesday I working,
Thursday I tution,
Friday perjumpaan and
Saturday KPC, how much time left you guys have? You guys know what? I use to see the YOUTUBES Sakura dance for more than
300+times without any guider to teach me, I'm so headache and confuse about the steps before and now? I'm teaching '' these people'' just like rubbish!
Because it is FOC, so you guys take no serious in learning?
Because I'm not fierce, so who bother the freaking Ng Chee Hong?
Because there is still 1 week, so you guys can relax right?
Because you think the steps are so easy, then you don't bother to learn early right?Why should I be helping you guys to dance? Watching YOUTUBES for hundred times, learn harshly and at the end, you guys learn nothing, NOT EVEN BASIC! I'm fed up, actually it is not my job, I'm neither Sosial or Kebudayaan, I do this but none of ''you guys'' appreciated. Actually it is a very nice dance, because of the ''ruiness of sakura'' you guys did in team 10, gossips comes again by again.
Now I'm telling you guys for the final last time:
IF YOU GUYS WANNA LEARN, SUIT MY TIME! FOR ME, I WILL ALSO TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOURS AND SUITS YOU! REMEMBER, 1 WEEK IS NO LONGER TO 26 APRIL. THERE WILL BE THOUSANDS OVER PEOPLE WATCHING US. PLEASE KEEP YOUR DANCING STEPS KEEN. IF YOU MISSED OUT DANCE TRAINING, ASK YOUR FRIENDS. JUST TRAINED HARD FOR 1 WEEK, THAN AFTER CARNIVAL YOU CAN FORGET EVERYTHING IF YOU WANT. IF ''YOU PEOPLE'' DON'T EVEN WANT TO BOTHER. THEN FINE! I'M NOT GOING TO DANCE ON STAGE... I RATHER CARE FOR MY FOOD STALL ALTHOUGH THERE'S SO MANY OILY AND SMELLS OF GASES. But overall, I still know this:
From now on, I will just do my jobs. I will do well in your every tasks which is being given, if had any unsatisfactary incidents, I will just keep in heart. GOD's and Alvin's eyes are there, they knows what happening to everyone, those who mistreat or even do nothing will get their punishments and get scolded in MB. Now, I just told myself to be a new AJK. Just like last time, when I get my 1st steps to AJK as IT & Seranta. I will recall that kind of feelings, and pretend to be a new AJK start from today. No quarrel with anyone, do well in my own part of job. Only this, people have no reasons to catch your weakness and lazyness.
Saddy, A sick guy...
