Hey!!! I'm really fed up la...
For the coming soon NGO, why must Samad accept the mission for NGO kawad?
Why must
BSM not
KRS?
I really can't understand those days how school pentadbiran is...
Just think commonly you will know, Red Crescent is first in activity. Besides that, also got train PC, Sejarah, Kawad and so on...
But for KRS, they just concentrate in their kawad training...
So, why don't they being choose for NGO Contest?
Why must us?
They are focusing in kawad & KRS members so like kawad, why don't they being selected...
THEY SHALL BE SELECTED!THIS IS WHAT KRS FOR!!!I knew NGO Contest helps school to obtain a lot of marks for BSM Ranking...
But we are not such greedy but just wanted the marks...
If have an option, I guess
all Samad AJK Unit will decline for the mission of NGO Contest...
How dare you guys (I mean the ''HEAD'' of school) choose us (BSM) to join NGO?Actually KRS kawad is better than BSM...
But Perbarisan we get the
1st and they get the
2nd is because we are
hardworking...
Just to compare, we practice and training more than them...
And perbarisan that time is not as many people as NGO...
So we did well...
Not to showing off but...
I guess NGO really
unsuitable for us...
Our school BSM honestly is good, but members and some B-Teams
unable to join the NGO...
With these and that reasons...
Force also can't...
No force also can't...
They keep fled from training...So that the left participants are all
AJK Units...
I feel like we keep kawad of basic skills are
REALLY WASTING OUR TIME AND LIFE!!!Such a
SHOCK SENDIRI STATE!Don't have any improvement at all...Not enough attendance, cannot make bunga and informasi...
Even our bekas AJK teach until wanna vomit
blood and DULAN...
So how we are?
Due to lack of people, we must borrow from others Persatuan, that is Bomba, Pengakap and 2 backup Polis...
But end up with none came for the training...
I guess all sleep soundly on bed like
PIGS...
I really hate sleeping partners...
We trained kawad like hell...
A while hot sun, a while under rain...
Run so many pusingan and pumping for punishment...
Been school and leg so damn pain...
Nails all broken and bleed...
Still need to hentak kaki 100 1-2..not 10 1-2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Totally hentak more than 300times in 10 minutes...
It sucks!As an identity of AJK Units, not to show my weakness to others...
But others don't have spirit and semangat to continue...
How we going to survive with just
17-20 people?I really hate those pengakap and bomba...
And even some ahli BSM...
All ended up with
absent ABSENT ABSENT~!!!!I really
''BEHTAHAN'' already....
Why shoud us suffer like this?
Especially Loo Teck and Yong Yee...
I still need to wake up so early...
Every night 8pm something already can't stand for doing homework than lay down on bed...
Not even 10 seconds, I started to sleep soundly...
My eyeballs become smaler and smaller...
Eyes become red and red...
Legs become pain and pain...
Getting tired and tired...
Now, I can really tell everyone...
I'm 99.9% GIVE UP THE NGO CONTEST !!!At 1st, I keep telling myself to insist and everything will be okay...
But the frusfration and disappointment become deeper and deeper...
I hate like this!
I scare I have to be like last year they all, coming back from NGO with tears...
As what my friend, Wing Yow said, yea I agree...
Folio Moral...
Oral & Lisan...
2nd monthly test coming very very soon...
Tution and school homeworks...
Tiredness that make us can't do homework focusly...
EST a lot of rubbishing homeworks (call us to memorise but ended up with no results)
Facing those retard and ''nut-cases'' of some inhumane guys
I wanna to be a part to make SAMAD BSM glory....
But seems own school ''PEOPLE'' make own school COLLAPSED!-Nymphie who open an eye, close an eye-
Bye~