This week is the week that I hate and despite the most...
Although with BSM life, but what I hate is not BSM... is something miserable....
It's kindly related to friendship in 5P and also some BSMmates...
You won't know the my harshness just because you are still in angry mood...
Accepted mission from coming Kem Horoscope...
The truth of Pengerusi Kem Horoscope & Ketua IT & Seranta...
This week makes every AJK a busy time...
Even poor to see our KUS compacted with his tutions timetable...
It's sad to hear some '' RETARDNESS'' of gossip that makes me to an irresponsible guy of Pengerusi...
Nevertheless, I admitted that I'm overushed and being '' NOTY'' recently in behaviour...
If strict, nobody will listen...
If friendly, the ''PENTADBIRAN'' will never works...
Before our lovely EXCO 2007 Woh Sheng left from AJK Unit...
1 word that he gift us.... ''PENTADBIRAN''...
I feel the most power word in BSM is this... (besides Humanity)
Maybe I treated other AJKs a bit cruel...
Since this is just a new start...
Thinking of Team 10 Latihan & Sosial shadow...
I scare I repeat my mistakes...
Sitting on the meeting desk & keep repeating Game Modules...
With the noisy situation...
I'm sick & feared of it!!!
And I knew Alvin is the one who gift me this ''jawatan'' in Kem Horoscope...
So I wanna prove to him that I'm ability to do those things...
I don't want to be like Loo Teck... (emotion mode*)...
Please...for those AJKs who saw this...
I'm truthly sorry...if you're forced cruely...
I'm not to mean that...
Nowadays I sit and thinking silly...
What's actually happening to me...
Then I teared out unintentionally, I guess everyone has wrong...
Hope you guys can understand me...
From now on, I will reduce 50% of my clown personalities...
I will leave those devils minions...
Even a sad song can easily defeat and I'm so easily tearing nowadays...
But I believe if I'm the wrong, I have even a nibble of right side too, am I?
I hate to be myself sometimes...
Sometimes I still hoping my heart whether can change to metal or not...
Then I will not think those sad sorrow pasts and even unfairness...
Happy is happy...
But when it comes to sad one...
It is double and even more than happiness...
Somehow I regret of something...
but I won't give up...
Let's see how's going on further...
For me...
Now I changed my principle as someone awaked me...
'' Do not explain if there's nothing wrong, those who wrong will think of excuses and a lot of lame explanations. Be '' NEUTRAL'' and shut up always, not to KPC and having too much of topics with those itchy-mouths... They will backstabb you for sure... Be in good qualities attitude like Suh Yih who I wanna praised... ''
I wanna watch what's going to happen soon... Somehow, I wanna prove ''something'' that I never do wrong. Hope tomorrow''S'' will show them the truth of some hidden secrets...