Hello all, shocked to see me again? Hahaha...
Here I'm again sincerely apologise to all for not updating my blog (4-5days)...
Facts but not lies, still busy with working and studying...
Still have 7 months to SPM, don't hardworking also can't already, gagagax....
So, I will tell the stories that happened on me this few days.
Last time a day a post.
Now,
4-5 days a post, but the post is related to what is happening around me for this few days.
Actually it can be said as the same.
Between this few days, nothing happens.
Monday to Thursday, everything goes smooth.
Unfortunately, I'm being tired for this 4 days...
Even while I working or in class...
My working boss, Dr.Shaun already went overseas, hope he is fine,
and always get blessed.
Before he left, he still belanja all the workers an expensive and mouth-watering dinner in high-classed restaurant.
He still gave me and my friends (also workers) angpau!
Wah!!!! Its RM10...
What I can say is, Yong Yee, don't see the money until saliva all comes out,
I knew you need it!
Thursday makes me an unhappy day, my purse accidentally put in bag and thats overunfortunate, my money inside the purse had been stole.
Don't want to mention how much, but it is not just a small amount.
No choice, this gave me a lesson, life has to be continued.
After that, Friday is the day of Merentas Desa and this day happened a lot of unfair incidents...
Of course I teared soundlessly when I went home. Think of something happening. It's not your fault but seems you have no choice but you can't
DENY it. This is the most innocent things that you have to take it. Life is always unfair.
For me, what is fair? Keadilan and kebebasan bersuara. Who called me is just powerless, I have no gospel and even I can feel that some friends are taking advantages on me. When I need them, they are busy with other things else. Even spend 1 minute or 30 seconds on me also difficult. All true traits had been exposed throughout the day of Merentas Desa. Now, I have 3 person that I disappointed and hopeless to.
I will use this idiomatic expression to describe:
'' Siapa yang termakan cili akan terasa pedas''Who he/she is? 1 of them is a girl. I don't need to tell, he/she will know about it. From today onwards, maybe I won't be as crazy as how I treated him/her before. Whatever I do, I'm just an soldier. I will never cramp to the seat of the King. Honestly, I'm not wishing for the peak seat, I just need something that I wanted very long :
TRUE & SINCERE...Thats all, cant I?
Someday you guys will remember how people backstabbed you...
When they are boring, find you to chat as the aim of chat just to cure bored feelings...
If they have something else or nothing else later, they will never bother about you...
Find you, just 1 thing, need your help.
Instead of using this word
BEG, they will
INSTRUCT or
FIND you...
So this words makes you an idiot one, and you have no reasons to ask back...
Compared to others by physically, you are the same...
By mentally and privately, you suffer and torture more...
Your spirit that spent, is always the first...
But your luck, is always the last...
While thinking of this, I teared soundless...
There were no sound...
This is the 1st time, I enjoy my crying...
Instead, I start to like
SAD more than
HAPPY...
SAD makes mature...
HAPPY makes temporarily...
Why I can't be ordinary inside the field?
I'm just a NOBODY, that selected and instructed to do something unexperiencely...
Not to say wrong but forget something, there's always something '' GOOD'' for me...
Me and me and me...
Now, I'm not rapping nor songs liric...
You will understand what I say...
Metafora...
Every word behind, it secrete and hides something...
I started to addicted in it...
I LoVe it too much...
I thought back today, if I never try it...
How I going to LoVe it?
When wanna put it down, I can't afford to do it...
What I mentioned don't be misunderstood, its not
DRUGS...
If I'm not the extraordinary, there won't be something
''SPECIAL'' on me...
I just tell this to 1 of my friend in class, not a boy...
Because I know, secrets of me will never last long...
5 Platinum is not a safe place for secrets...
There's no difference with market...
Anyway, politicless but unity...
Me?
I'm still sitting alone with a blank mode feeling...