11/11/08
Yesterday I get a call from my friend, told me that our papan had been destroyed by someone and the whole piece of papan fell down. Lucikly, Cai Fen and her friends help to keep it inside bilik rawatan but the condition become worst. They said that some decoration had gone halfway, I'm damnly pissed!If the decoration gone halfway means I had to do all over again. I had overspent 1 week to do it and yet people just use not even a minute to destroy it! I feel very disappointed and pissed of SAMADians, those who act monkeyness.I hardly make it and even my shoudler pain for the whole day, seeing the board completely done I'm fully satisfied. But when I heard that the papan had been done something else my brain blanked for some seconds, why they don't even understand simply English?Just don't do it means don't do it. Even animals can obey man's instructions, why can't them? If I'm really an immortal, I will destroy them cruely with my magic powers, I don't care how violent I'm, but I just wanted them to take what THEY DESERVED!!!!!Yea, SAMAD is not a very good school, so? SO? SO? SO? So they can act like this? Breaking, destroying..... I hate them to the freaking core! And HQ people will come to visit our papan and bilik rawatan soon, let say if tomorrow they come suddenly, how we going to overcome the situation?I really hate these all retarded guys, Form 5 students told me because the papan too nice then they destroyed it. If this is true, nice is a sinner? Why they don't even give our school a single chance to nice, pretty? It's not a SINNER! I hate this, SAMAD has nothing good but RC can said is the only hope to make our school more eminent and well-known.Unfortunately, those damned fools should deserved suffering punishment even till they fatal I also don't care. I'm already exhausted, they know the feelings? I tried to think of solutions but not problems (blaming others). But if these cases repetative happening in our school for next year or coming months, so how? I don't have the bond and ability to DO IT AND DO IT AND DO IT AND DO IT all over again. I'm too sick. I do love Red Cresent but we done no wrong, we shall not get the punishment by doing these all over again.Its unfair! Where's the justice? Fucking pain heart when the papan is destroyed. It is filled with colours and seems to be a part of my friends. Just to imagine, when you walked pass through bilik rawatan, you always bend you head towards the papan and feels satisfied. As if ''it'' smiles with you and greets you, having very deep feeling with it!I really cry. Oh my GOD, please don't let these happened again. Please give me the energy to continue my IT & Serenta works, I can suffer but I don't want to be overpressured!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even people said my work is well done and nice, but behind me, they never know how I do. Even I facing my mother's lectures and also skip my lunch even dinner...Undefined, please don't let this happened again. AMEN!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008; unforgotten.Y